Life with an asshole can be described as many things shit, horrible soul crushing hell are some. My asshole yes I call him my asshole mostly because can’t fucking get rid of him so much so I think of him as my own personal cancer. Today just like so many other shit covered days was a day I got talked down to, called fat, told to leave. Knowing full well that I have no where to go. I used to know a person in a shit relationship me in my single freedom judging people and thinking what is wrong with you fucking leave. Yet here I am inching closer and closer to my seven fucking year mark. Fucking prison would be better than life with my asshole. Every time I think about my life just think such a fucking waste. He endlessly treats me like she and I continue to try to do things for him. Like wtf why idfk clearly cause I’m a glutton for punishment never fails. I’m a person that naturally thinks of the other people first. If I’m going to make something or buy I’m usually making it for other people or buying for other people. Being with an asshole is emotionally draining. Randomly needed to vent about my asshole. Most likely will be more to vent about.