Tls

Feeling endlessly depressed. I have a job interview later but asshole doesn’t want to take me because I wasn’t in the mood. Then I looked at Reddit shit why do you love your spouse. Really not good idea when your in shitty relationship. I was mad at myself for not doing more so I tried to clean and got yelled at for telling my daughter not to mess up what I just cleaned. So I just layed down after that. Being depressed makes me tired. I watched a movie once and the chick told her husband it’s hard for her to hold him and every time he shuts her affection down it hurts. It’s true anytime I try to touch him or hold him or want to cuddle he always acts like he hates it. It just trains you to distance yourself from the other person. Tired lonely and sad.