fuck this

What the fuck. Is this person serious. Person was supposed to come over and hangout. I made him his favorite cake because I wanted to do something nice.  He comes over to spend the night hangs out for like an hour then says he has to do something for his family. Ok I ask If I can go because I want to do anything with him as long as I can spend time with him. He says no. Then he says by time he’s done doing it he would just want to go home. Ok whatever then. He tries cuddling again and I tell him he can just go.  He then messages me to say sorry he pissed me off. No I wasn’t pissed off. I was hurt. I thought he wanted to spend time. All he did was come over we had sex and he left. So yeah I feel pretty stupid. If that’s all you want then say that. I actually want to spend time with people I like. Honestly I’m pretty done with the situation.  I don’t want to feel like I’m forcing someone to spend time with me. I don’t want someone who thinks I’m too much. Or can’t handle something they asked for. I’m also done with the limbo bullshit. I’m done listening to what people say instead of there actions. Because his actions show that I’m just a random distraction.  Fuck that shit. I’m pulling the eject switch and distancing myself from this bullshit.  Also fuck you acting like I’m alot. I give everything I can. I do as much as I can. I also show them how much I care if you want some fucking ice queen go find one. I’m going to find someone worthy of my love and attention.  Someone who is grateful for it.  Fucking bullshit.  I’m gone