emotionally exhausted

I had a horrible day at work. Just felt overwhelmed and emotionally spent. I’m just tired about everything. I don’t know how to feel about things. On a side note my daughter called for the dog in her sleep. Which was adorable. Said the dogs name like 10 times. She also watched one of my favorite movies with me and loved it. Ok I can only write this because my boyfriend is asleep. But deep down I feel like he doesn’t care about me at all. I don’t know if I’m just weird but when I care about someone I want to know everything about them. There likes there dislikes. I want to see the baby pics and there awkward high-school pictures. I want to know there hopes,dreams, the things that they can’t stand. Basically everything. I don’t know if it’s a chick thing because my ex also seemed to not care. But then again he only cared about himself. I have lived with this person a year. I feel like I know him but he’s also a stranger. He doesn’t have a single picture of me. Or seem to want to take any. I don’t know sometimes I feel like the relationship is one-sided. Just mainly with effort. I don’t know if I’m talking out my ass or what. But I don’t think if we didn’t live together he would put in any effort to see me. Sometimes I want to tell him to move out to see if he does make the effort. But that’s so shitty and childish. His life isn’t a game. I don’t know I just feel like running away. Im tired of feeling like everything is temporary. How he feels. No matter how hard I work or we’ll of a job I do. Everything is just temporary. Eventually he’s going to leave. I’m going to lose my job. I don’t know always feel like it’s because of me.