Tired so tired

I’m at work and fuck I’m tired. I’m also really wanting a sandwich with turkey, cheese and honey mustard. Sounds so good don’t it. I tried eating a pop tart but my God the crumbs. I’ve had them in my bag for two weeks and kinda smashed. Even if I try to eat it carefully crumbs every where. Infomercial on and fuck it’s hard not to be a sarcastic bitch when your tire. No Debra you don’t know ignorant bitch. They list these people like there a celebrity I’ve never heard of Debra I don’t care if the bitch put out a book people read. A lot of dumbass people put out stupid books. It’s fucking torture to sit on a couch when your tired unable to lay the fuck down. When I’m tired I always want to cuddle. I’m real fucking tired and want to cuddle up and take nap. I’m back to talking shit about a show. Air purifier and dude has fifty dogs idc how well it works that is gross. Can’t tell me his house isn’t covered in dog hair.

Tls

Feeling endlessly depressed. I have a job interview later but asshole doesn’t want to take me because I wasn’t in the mood. Then I looked at Reddit shit why do you love your spouse. Really not good idea when your in shitty relationship. I was mad at myself for not doing more so I tried to clean and got yelled at for telling my daughter not to mess up what I just cleaned. So I just layed down after that. Being depressed makes me tired. I watched a movie once and the chick told her husband it’s hard for her to hold him and every time he shuts her affection down it hurts. It’s true anytime I try to touch him or hold him or want to cuddle he always acts like he hates it. It just trains you to distance yourself from the other person. Tired lonely and sad.